TVXQ forever..

i had been like three days since i received my results..
never dreamed tat it will b this bad..
after all the effort tat i had put in..
mayb luck was just on my side..
or mayb i’m not meant for form six..
who noes??
although many days as passed by..
my feelings are still confusing..
i’m confused wif myself..
am i happy??sad??
i just don’t really noe..
just wan to forget everything for now..
sounds easy..
but i just can’t do it..
with ppl around me asking n talking abt stpm..
giving advice n stuffs..
sumtimes i feel suffocated..
but i know tat they just r just worried abt me..
so i should not blame them..
but sumtimes it is just not right..
hope tat everything will turn out fine soon..
can’t handle too much disappointment at one time….
T.T

two more days to go..
and the results will b out..
omg..
i can’t believe it..
feelings??
i feel like dying..
hope i can forget all abt it b4 the day comes..
seems like its impossible..
cause ppl are talking abt it everywhere i go..
come on ppl..
stop talking n asking..
let me be in peace pls..( beg,beg )
everything seems to be upside down these few days..
with my mind being elsewhere..
who noes where.. T.T
why is it that I dun have the confidence??
I’m dying again.. T.T
i know that there is nothing that i can do now..
except praying..which to me feels like its too late even for that..
haiz..
just want to get over with it fast..
may it be good or bad..
the blame will be on me, myself and I..
haiz..
at least something good happen yesterday..
saw the cute senior from bio tuition yesterday..
haha..
he didn’t change a bit..
but he couldn’t recognise me..
haha..
it’s not like he knows me..
hehe..
I’ll just it here..
hope to see him again..

Just came back from Sunway Piramid..
me,my cousins and my cousin’s friend went there to see the red carpet..
u noe..
for the Wah Lai Toi Awards..
so we went there around 3.45 and reached around 4pm..
then we walked around and
just happened we stopped by the red carpet..
there were like lots of ppl there..
so we just waited..
like forever for it to begin..
then it started at around 7pm..
7pm!!!
imagine how long we waited..
the first celebrity arrived..
but not sure who he was..
he gave free tickets..but NOT FOR US….
so angry at that time..
not fair..
then we waited and waited..
with celebrities not even glancing at us..
we happe to be standing rite in front of the paparazi..
so they we practically posing their backs to us..
at least some bother to  turn n smile at us..
then it started to rain heavily..
but we were lucky..we were under the roof..
then..
there he was..
BOSCO( the one at the top)
he finally arrived..
once he appeared..
everyone started screaming their lungs out..
and pushing like crazy..
i was nearly squashed to death..
then.
a miracle happen..
after the paparazis took his pics..
he turbed..
at look at us..
carving a smile..
how cool is tat??
i wanted to take a photo..
but the crowds went so wild..
my camera was shaking like crazy..
guess wat came out??
haha..
a very blurr video..with hands all over..
at least he gave a smile..
nearly fainted..haha..
then charmaine sheh came..
she had a funny looking hair..
‘u noe..
the cute one..hehe..
she din really turned n smile at us..
the fans was again crazy..
so i din manage to get anything at all..
at least i got to see her..
she was just too pretty..
so cute..
and Raymond Lam was just so ever handsome walking the red carpet with her..
after that..
it finally ended..
gt home all tired and stuffy..
a good experience though..
just wanted to write down this experience..
so that i will never forget..
hehe..

since it’s been a while since i had posted anything..
i think i’ll post some of tvxq’s ufo replies that i had saved..
some might be a repetition.. but i doesn’t matter..
just want to post it for fun..
if u have seen it b4..
i would hurt to see it again rite..hehe..
i have around 17 pages of this thing in microsoft words..
i’ll post two of the pages for now..hehe..

Fan: oppa~~ You hungry?? you
didn’t even sleep yet
Changmin: I am happily eating bananas

Fan:: foodking changmin’ss first kiss is still
there right? mine’s too!! believe me?
Changmin: "mine’s", I am not an
object
(he’s basically saying his 1st kiss is not a object)

Fan::chang-ah~~ you’re my life~~ reply me!!!
Changmin: What am I suppose to say when I
reply

Fan: shim changmin
Changmin: what do you want/yes? –>有事麽？

Fan: Lets go to the (place where they all take
shower in group), I will give you a nice clean wash
Changmin: You’re a guy?? You like to call
hyung oppa??

Fan: I know oppa’s secret~~~ but I didn’t reveal
it!! hurry and say you love me
Changmin: reveal the secret then

Fan: changmin-ah~~ (fan meeting title) I didn’t
get anything~~~ no postcards~~no special gifts…. NOTHING.. I’m so sad
Changmin: You’re sooo unlucky

Fan: realistic 0% ~~ are you real person??? can
u breathe?@!?!
Changmin: I am 100% real and alive.. but
I am not perfect
(since he’s not replying, she thought he wasn’t the real thing)

Fan: this year’s award show was kinda empty
(meaning empty of Cassiopedia). I will fly to

Japan

by the end of this year
Changmin: plane tickets are very expensive
[please ignore my spelling mistake ]

Fan: chang! I’m a 少女~~ 19yrs old~~
Changmin: 19 and 少女… it doesn’t really match
(少女= little girl)

Fan: Changmin oppa!! marrry me!! I have the
confidence to make your life easier
Changmin: I don’t have confidence
(I think he’s refering to having no confidence in her)

Fan: To the world’s most handsome person~~ send
me a reply using the world’s most handsome fingers
Junsu: You’re talking about me
right?!?!..

Fan: I’ve been a good kid and studying hard, I got
15th place in the exams this month. A word of encouragement?
Changmin: Yes, That’s great, you’re doing a good job~

Fan: I miss you oppa, I miss you lots and lots, For Oppa, I will study
hard and try to get first place!
Changmin: Looking forward to it.

Fan: I have a lot of hair on my arms and such….is that ok?
Changmin: uh.. for a girl to have hairy arms. um.. ….. yeah..

Fan: Oppa! I ranked 40th out of 41 people on my test!
Changmin: .. are you bragging?

Fan: Oppas, why aren’t you guys writing me back? it seems like you guys
just skipped my messages
Changmin: even though we were skipping.. we still can’t escape. I’m
writing you back aren’t I? =P

Fan: Oppas! If I become the PD I will punish / prank you guys, because
you guys didn’t write me back
JaeJoong: Aigo! Don’t punish us please!

Fan: I’m so sad that I just want to die, maybe it’ll be better once I
get home and rests up my feet(?)
Changmin: ………………………….

Fan: I’m really sad right now, oppa you are not being a gentlemen,
you’re not writing back or tell me " fighting"
Changmin: aish. what do I do? FIGHTING!

Fan: I miss you, I miss you, I really really really miss miss miss miss
you, I want to touch you
Changmin: byuntae! (translation: pevert!)

Hi Yunho-yah who I want to call oppa. Let’s get married.
[Yunho] Okay, get married with oppa(me) ^^

I think Junsu oppa is the funniest in the world. Cutie baby oppa~~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
[Junsu] Cutie fan~~♡

Oppa is mine.
[Jaejoong] You’re mine.

wahhhh..
seems like it’s been ages since i hv updated my blog..
lot’s of things happened recently..
firstly..
TRIAL!!!!!!!!!!
it was so difficult lar..
seems like i dunno how to do most of the papers..
i feel so down now..
what will happen to me in???
STPM is like a month away..
if i can’t answer my trial..
how am i gng to sit for the exam..
i’m dying.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
next..
tvxq concert..
it’ll during my exam..
how sad is that..
i can’t go..
24th november..
why can’t it be 24th december..
haiyo..
seems like i have nothing to look forward to..haiz..
then there’s this extra class i have to attend.. of all subjects..
why must it be maths..WHY????
seems like nothing happy happened to me recently..
haiz…
let’s just hope my life gets better after this..
i’m pathetic..
sigh……

since it’s his birthday today..
i’ll put up some of his photo..
hope he will be happy..

n healthy..

here i am again..
after not updating my blog for quite some time..
have a two weeks break..
yay 0.0!
don’t really happy about it.. dunno why??
don’t really have anything to look forward to..
except waiting for my cousins who will be visiting me soon..hehe..
went to school today.. extra class…
it was..hmm…as usual lar..
don’t want to comment..haha..
the only thing fun about it is..
i drove there..haha..
so happy..
to add to my happiness..
i just found out that tvxq gt an award in some award show in Japan..
haha…so happy for them..tvxq fighting!!!

p/s: can’t wait for wednesday to come…going to watch Pirates of the Carribean..
       hope it’s nice..haha.. ^-^

so long din update my blog already..
life has been quite hectic nowadays..
dunno why suddenly got so many things to do..
suppose to do my maths now..
but..
just don’t feel like doing anything…
but still hv to do leh…
haiz…so many bad things happening lately..
first..
just heard that kyunhun, eetuk, shindong, eunhyuk and kangin met with an accident..
T.T
kyunhun…u gotta get better ya..
eetuk too..
then..
heard that some ppl got the chance to go to um the second time..
haiz..
but..here i am.. still at home..
updating my blog summore..
haiya..
2morrow got photography session for the school magazine..
seriously don’t feel like taking pictures right now..
to make matters worst..
test is coming again..
3 more weeks left..
haiz..
really want a break…
nono… really NEED a break..
just want to disappear for a while lar..
just forget about everything…
but it’s impossible..
so stressful right now..
haiz…haiz..haiz..
tat’s all for now..
need to carry on with my maths now..
so many exercises…
ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: our class got jay chow…haha… :p

it’s holiday again…yay…hehe..
don’t really know why I’m really looking forward for school holidays..haha..
it’s been so long since i’ve updated my blog..
hmmm….
got my exam results n…
haiz..
so not satisfied with it..
especially chem..
read so much but….
haiz..
at least i din fail.. T.T
gotta study more next time..
my maths was so bad..
as expected.. T.T
haiz..
better dun think abt it already…
life had been really boring lately..
i dunno whyleh…
it seems like all i do is study, study n study..
really desperate for some fun….
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh………
but to think on the bright side…
at least i still hv my com…
can go surfing for news on my favourite boys..haha..(tvxq)
really want to go for their concert..
but..
the date has not been set yet..
hope it will be at the end of the year..
so tat i can go..( keeping my fingers crossed) :p
tat’s all lar..
dun really noe wat to write ady…

p/s: to all my frens… really miss u guys a lot.. n to ann.. happy 19th birthday..hehe..

1. What do you think of Micky’s character?

Xiah: Optimistic,
bubbly and playful. He brings up the lively atmosphere. Time flies when
I play or joke with Micky. He has temper at times, but they go away
quickly.

2. Micky’s good at?

Xiah: He’s good at piano,
same as me? Not bad with sports too. Oh yeah Micky wants me to say
this: he’s good at being called kind-hearted…haha.

3. What does Micky play with when he’s free?

Xiah:
He loves games and becomes very focused once in a game. Micky would
play till his character dies in the game. After playing when he gets
too tired, he sleeps. Micky really naps a lot.

4. People Micky cherished a lot?

Xiah:
His family in America whom he misses a lot, especially his brother. As
to us, there’s no need for more elaboration isn’t it? Haha…

5. Type of girl Micky likes?

Xiah:
He dislikes girls that ‘act’. Micky likes girls that he can talk to
comfortably and vice versa, similar to the type of girl I like. Maybe
when both of us have girlfriends, we can get together, it should be fun!

6. Micky’s been to America, do you feel the culture shock when you met him?

Xiah:
Not much but after listening to his words sometimes, I became more
open-minded. I did hear before those American youngsters of his age are
more independent and open, more mature compared to Korean youngsters.

7. Any special habits Micky has?

Xiah:
Should be habits in daily life. He naps a lot, but strangely he cant
sleep at night. Naturally he would get tired in the day and naps more.
So when there are activities in the day, he’s appears to be much more
tired than the other four of us.

Credits: cute_lovely@Baidu Hero Bar + koala@ TVXQfamily + lar_leh_lor@DBSKEXCLUSIVE